How did I stay so long?
Why did I stay so long?
These are both questions I asked myself after being in two long-term narcissistic abusive relationships and that my clients who have been with narcissists often ask me.
Well, I know that I stayed for the lifestyle. Money was my identity and I was also very afraid to raise children outside of a two parent household.
I didn’t trust myself anymore because I had become a shell of myself in those relationships in order to keep the narcs from going into a rage.
I walked on eggshells and wore the mask VERY well. On the outside, I had it made. 7 figure business & lifestyle. On the inside though, I was doing the best I could to keep it together for my sons.
And I didn’t understand how I had gotten to this point. In these relationships. How? I used to never understand how women stayed in abusive relationships until that became my reality.
What I’ve found now is that there are certain aspects of my human design like my undefined ego center which is all about self-worth that fed into the story I wasn’t worthy of being in a healthy relationship. What I’ve also found in my human design are the powerful aspects of me that shift my story of unworthiness to an unfair advantage in how I can hold space for my clients who are where I was. It is amazing!
Now I see how I get to trust a part of myself that ALWAYS knows the path of least resistance BEFORE my limiting beliefs have a chance to kick in and that’s the part of myself I lean into.
This is where I see the real shifts happen with my clients as well who have stopped being able to really trust themselves.
This is where the Transformation in Tuscany retreat was born out of. A beautiful, safe space for women contemplating, in the midst of or healing from being with a narcissist OR any woman who is ready to rebuild a life they love after having to pivot. Click here for more information!
For all my fellow skimmers😁 today’s newsletter is about rebuilding from narcissistic abuse with your human design AND a brand new retreat I’m hosting in Italy in April to rebuild a life you’re in love with! Click here for more info!
Be well, Be wealthy!
P.S. If you feel called to explore how embodying your human design shifts money blocks and allows for alignment, getting off the hamster wheel & prosperity with ease in your business, let’s do a private reading!
P.P.S. Can I feature you? I’m always looking for amazing female entrepreneurs to showcase and chat with on my Wealthy Woman By Design tv show! My guests and I have a ball while diving into your business, your money story and how embodying your human design has impacted your success! Comment below to be a guest!